It’ll be better, just not right now. 

It’s been a rough few days: I’ve been down, on a roller coaster of emotions. I’ve sat in a therapist’s office and cried for an hour. I’ve been loopy and dizzy thanks to medication side effects. I’ve been prayed for by an entire loving community and completely broke down. The past few days have been difficult.

But.

They’ve also been kind of beautiful. It’s in such darkness, that beauty and light has such stark contrast: laughing, a child’s smile, listening to music, sharing moments with friends, drawing, looking at the world and seeing the good. It’s hard, but it makes life so much easier to live, and it’s what keeps me hanging on.

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